So close yet so far...

This city, which is totally foreign to me, it took me such a long way to reach here, just to see people that are dear to me, which are my everything. somehow, i felt a distant feeling between me and that person, just one person. the person that i wanted to pour my heart out too, but i just couldn't just be my self for a while. inferior complex is in the play.

Face to face, so close yet so far. yes... it could be worst than everything else.
maybe it ain't a good idea after all to come this far; and maybe, i shouldn't had gone on this road trip at all.

hoping is the only thing i could do now. just to bridge the gap, my friend once told me, if u don't have the courage to take the first leap of faith, u will never know what's coming up next; be it success or failure, at least you tried. yes... i totally agree with him...

i hope i will have the courage to master every ounce of confidence i have, to take the first leap, be it success or failure, at least, I TRY.