He and She..

its been 1 year...
not too long.. neither short...
there's a girl... caught his attention on first sight when they met after so long....
they met.... they chat and she left..
but she never leaves... she dwells in his heart...
her every sight reflects in his mind like full moon on a peaceful lake..
and deep inside he know... that SHE....... means a lot to him

And then she left... back to the city which she belongs
and for him... he have to carry on his life...
there are too many people for him to ache over...
and he wish he could just seize the day...
the day he met her on tat faithful night...
it was her... that gave him energy to pull through all things...
but... she still don't know that there is a guy which thinks that she means a lot to him....

time drifted by.... months by months...
they are still apart...
but he still thinks of her....
she fell in love with a guy...
she think he's the one...
he found out... he wishes all the best to her...
he thinks... if i have the confidence to ask her out earlier...
she might fall for me...
but he didn't.... he was too afraid... haunted by the pass...
he is still badly hurt .... he tried to recover... but... the past doesn't seems to go away...
if only he have the courage... the courage to confess...
but he is still afraid...
what if she turns him down?
what if she get annoyed and disappear from his life forever ?
what if...
what if...
possibilities seems so endless...
he is just hoping... and hoping...

she text to him one day...
her heart is broken...
so is his....
her tears drops slide down her face like silhouette
as her tears falls...
he bleed... in his heart... silently....
he felt the pain she felt... but he was afraid to tell her...
he don't want to mess up her feelings further...
he stands beside her...
strength less.... helpless as she is....
he's not good at words...
but he's hoping that he could help her...
but he cant...
he felt useless... like a bird without wings...
and he prays....
he hoped...
he wish...
that she could be happy again...
so that he could again see the smile on her face which he long for again....